Eating Disorders Support Group
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Ok, so I can remember days where I've woken up shaking because I haven't eaten in 2 days or so.
I've faited because of lack of food + excersise
I get impulses to not eat so I will wake up shaking- weird goal huh?
I forget to eat. Genuily forget
When I realize I havent eaten my mind tells me to keep it up. Going through a day without eating is a victory.
I've tried to throw up after a meal but have not succeeded
I rarely feel actual hunger, My body got it wrong at some point so i get nauseous when im hungry sometimes it takes a bit for met to connect that it's because of hunger.
At the same time I'm still in control. I can control it, I can ignore the voice in my head that tells me to test how long I can go without food.
If I decide to eat I'll eat. If i just make an effort to remember, an effort to eat eventhough I dont wanna. I can and I do. Most of the time.
I eat. I even eat to much sometimes. It's like it's all or nothing. No in between.
Is it just me or do I have a weird relationship to food?
I hate food but i love eating (or well... i love to pitty eat)
I've faited because of lack of food + excersise
I get impulses to not eat so I will wake up shaking- weird goal huh?
I forget to eat. Genuily forget
When I realize I havent eaten my mind tells me to keep it up. Going through a day without eating is a victory.
I've tried to throw up after a meal but have not succeeded
I rarely feel actual hunger, My body got it wrong at some point so i get nauseous when im hungry sometimes it takes a bit for met to connect that it's because of hunger.
At the same time I'm still in control. I can control it, I can ignore the voice in my head that tells me to test how long I can go without food.
If I decide to eat I'll eat. If i just make an effort to remember, an effort to eat eventhough I dont wanna. I can and I do. Most of the time.
I eat. I even eat to much sometimes. It's like it's all or nothing. No in between.
Is it just me or do I have a weird relationship to food?
I hate food but i love eating (or well... i love to pitty eat)
what is Aba and OA?
By your actions you do sound like you have disordered eating. Yo want to take care of this now. See a doctor please.