Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
i am very confused as to what i want, total recovery or still maintain control over my weight. i have eaten things i never thought i would, not much of them but major nonetheless. yet i still obess over weight gain and if i still look thin enough. one hand i want to be freeof the crap, the other hand i still want some bone showing. is it attention i want? people to worry about me again? it all seems so silly and selfish. i am so afraid of eating to much of the "other" fodd and end up eating the whole bag like i used to.
I think we need to feel we are in control when other parts of our life are out of control. But with eating disorders, the disorder soon takes control. Can you get some counseling to help sort out your feelings?