Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
just to let you all know before everyone goes mental.
THIS MAY TRIGGER.
anyway.
im in bed STUFFING food into my mouth at a rate of knots barely chewing sort of waiting for it to be over. i don't even know why i am eating. what is this for ? i can't stop i am literally unable to not eat its ridiculous. im spending so much money on food that just get's purged down the toilet.
i can't stop thinking about food, i cant stop craving food. i love food. i hate food so so so much. i am overweight, i want to be healthy i can't be fat anymore but i cant lose any weight it won't work i want to eat so bad and i cant stop im such a fucking messsssssssssssss :(
will have to purge all of this badness.
the badness rotting me inside out, turning me to bubbly yellow fat.
THIS MAY TRIGGER.
anyway.
im in bed STUFFING food into my mouth at a rate of knots barely chewing sort of waiting for it to be over. i don't even know why i am eating. what is this for ? i can't stop i am literally unable to not eat its ridiculous. im spending so much money on food that just get's purged down the toilet.
i can't stop thinking about food, i cant stop craving food. i love food. i hate food so so so much. i am overweight, i want to be healthy i can't be fat anymore but i cant lose any weight it won't work i want to eat so bad and i cant stop im such a fucking messsssssssssssss :(
will have to purge all of this badness.
the badness rotting me inside out, turning me to bubbly yellow fat.
I don't know about you, but I want to end this cycle. I always gain weight when I'm binging/purging anyways so what's the point? If you're interested in keeping in contact and supporting each other to resist the urge or share tactics, message me. I'd be more than happy to be support texter, because I could use the same!