I am so sorry that you are going through this with the rest of us. I can tell you that there is hope (I haven't binged and purged for over a year now) and that it just takes a lot of committment, support, and hard work. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do to help you get through this. KNow that you are not alone and this web site is here to support you. Take care!

Welcome to DS, I hope that you find support here as so many others do. You should start to look at alternatives to your disordered behaviour with food, try setting some goals and working through your worries. Welcome again !

Welcome Coley. Glad to see you're posting about your feelings. That's a great start. I understand it's become a 'lifestyle', which really isn't much of a like. Just wondering if you have a therapist or doctor. I know for me, when I used to purge, it wasn't really about food. I was purging out uncomfortable feelings. Think about positive things, such as college and be kind to your body.

Thank you all so much. It is good to hear from people that are all going through same thing I am. It's sooo hard because I have two real good friends that know about this and I hate that they are seeing me go through this. But they are all I have. I don't have a therapist because I have a hard time 'talking' about my ED. It is a lot easier to do this over postings and such. I know eventually that is what I am going to need but right now I am SO NOT READY. :'(

well come thinks sound hard babes i no want somethink so bad like to lose weight i no i feel same but i love food well i do till i gain weight am here if need to chat ok love you