Eating Disorders Support Group

Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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danijaydee 09/04/2011

Okay, so for starters i'm a bulimic and i usually throw up EVERYTHING. I stopped for about 2 days, and i gained weight. Not a lot (like 0.2 kg) but I feel disgusting and as soon as i read that i gained weight, i went and made myself sick. And all day, I have just eaten and thrown up, nothing will stay down. I don't want to go back the way i was, even if i only keep down one meal.
And believe me when I say back to the way I was, i fainted. At school. In front of EVERYONE!
I just don't know how to control it.

Like I don't want to go back to being a FULL bulimic, (including throwing up drinks) but I don't want to gain weight. I'm so lost...

deleted_user 09/04/2011

sweetie, you are taking the first step by giving voice to the fact you wan to get well. now you need tto talk to a parnt or counslor at school as soon as possible. you need to see a doctor and to get some professional help. the way you ar going is a deadly path. youcan get well, but you won't get well without some outside help. good luck

danijaydee 09/04/2011

I don't want to stop, I just did. Technically I barely ate for those two or three days, and it was all fruit and vegetables.
I started again today, and I LOVE it. I'm just saying. I don't want to get better, considering im losing weight at a good pace.
And i am going to the doctors 2moro to get a referral to a dietician. But yeah, i don't know how thats going to go.

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