Find somebody who will hold you accountable for eating.

Fallon.
I know it's hard. Eating is our God given right. Please each time you eat tell yourself it's your God given right to eat. Say thanks for the food. I don't think it's guilt you're feeling, I think you're just labelling it as "guilt". It's probably something else? What are you really feeling? Shame, which can disguise itself and do a loop de loop right around your food. What's really going on here? xo

I know how you feel. I to feel so guilty and upset everytime I eat anything but jello. I am ok if I just eat jello but anything else I am running to the scale and wieghing myself about 20 times. I can't stop weighing about 50 times a day. If it stays the same I still feel sick to my stomach and want to purge so badly. I didn't purge at all yesturday and I gained a pund so now I am fighting urges not to over do it with the laxatives. I hope you can eat without having these horrible feelings. I know the stress I feel and don't want anyone to experience that feeling.

I feel the same way, somehow I just feel better with an empty feeling in my stomach. I'm struggling also because I weighed myself for the first time in two weeks and I gained 1.4 lbs!! I hate myself

I so feel your pain!! some days are better than others but I do know what you are talking about. I hope you have support in people that are around you, and that you can talk to them about it. just trying to get something in your stomach something is better than nothing. Try and stay positive as hard as it is

thanks for all the support.

my dad is making burgers and i hate it! burgers are greaswy and fattening. i want to go to school! i just don't want to think about food!