Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
throughout middle scholl i had severe anorexia and bulimia. i wouldnt eat breakfast lunch or dinner i would only eat partials of dinner,i would have snacks like a few saltine crackers but they would never stay down. i am having the feeling as if i am going to relapse, (i am now a spohmore in highschool) i know i am a good healthy weight but the kids at school are so awful. there has been a a lot days where i dont eat my lunch and there has also been a few days where i would force myself to throw up, no one knows any of this. it would break my dads heart, but the rest of my family theydont care. my step mother treats me so awfully, in public she wil try and put her arm around me to show people we have a good relationship, i would nudge her off or say dont touch me. so all in all i know i will end up relapsing in the long run because even now i get a high off of watching the numbers on the scale go down, i know i have a problem but no one aound me knows if they can stop it.
I think it is so important that you start to get help for everything you are going through. I know you don't want to tell your father but he is an adult and he will be able to take the news that you are not doing well. Please tell him so that he can get you the help you need. But, if you really do not want to tell your father, please tell a school counselor. An adult needs to know what you are going through before it's too late. You know what you are doing is not good for you body so please get help. And please keep talking to us here. ((Hugs))