Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I'm trying to be better but I still can't eat more than 2x a day but ways making it harder to eat is that my mom keeps saying "I wanna lose weight, I'm gonna starve myself like u" every time she says that I wanna slit my wrist... Or wen she pours cereal nd I'm there she'll scoop a lot of cereal back in the bowl nd it's Luke she does it on purpose... She taunts me! Or she'll go "phanie if I eat this will it make me gain weight" I just wanna scream nd break everything....I will not eat more than 2x a day or try to ... She makes me glad I'm so malnourished cuz she can't copy me... If she's losing weight then I'll lose too :-(
I told her today after her comments, that wen she makes comments like that she makes me wanna starve myself again nd get even more malnourished nd she said " as skinny as u are now nd u wanna lose weight, ur just showing off" wtf... Why am I in a competition with my own mom???
No one gets how filled with rage this makes me... Wat do I do?
I really need a therapist nd I told my mom nd said to give her a break with this therapist bs
No one will prob answer this so this will be my last post
I told her today after her comments, that wen she makes comments like that she makes me wanna starve myself again nd get even more malnourished nd she said " as skinny as u are now nd u wanna lose weight, ur just showing off" wtf... Why am I in a competition with my own mom???
No one gets how filled with rage this makes me... Wat do I do?
I really need a therapist nd I told my mom nd said to give her a break with this therapist bs
No one will prob answer this so this will be my last post
Normally I don't approve of using guilt to change things but maybe you should just happen to mention that your ED could KILL you, and is not a diet or a good way to lose weight. Her daughter could die because she will not listen to the (very, very obvious) cries for help. Please find a therapist or maybe check yourself into a treatment center. I know in a previous post you said you were having family problems but maybe you could get away from the problems for a little while and focus on your energy on recovery in a safe environment.
Tell her you are not showing off and you need real help..
This disease CAN and WILL kill you.
Please seek professional help.
I know i sound horrible for telling you to guilt trip your mom but if it gets you help and possibly helps save your life... she can deal with it.
"ur not anorexic skinny so u dont have a problem" and the renfrew therapist told her that i dont have to be extremely thin to be sick but she said no..schools more important. so i had to go to school instead of treatment and im in college...i kept telling her that college will always be there and before we pay for the spring semester ill go to treatment and when i come back i could focuz on me and start school again next semester but she wouldnt hear it.
she doesnt care
my mom makes me mad too when she acts like that..its hard dealing with her...
I wish there was something that could be said to help.
I hope that you can get an appointment with the therapist lovely.