Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Last night i almost succeeded in not eating but at 11 i ate two cookies and had a root beer float. Today, i havent had breakfast or lunch and its already 1:20 pm. Hopefully i can not eat today at all, maybe drink a ton of water to feel full. I feel as though this is the only thing i have control over. Walking and drinking green tea and lemon water isnt helping as fast as i want it to. Yes, i will eat the occasional apple with cheese, or meat (served rarely) or even a few strawberries or blueberries, but, i gained more weight so now instead of being 153 which i started with, i am now 155, ALMOST 160!!!!FAT UGLY FATTY DISGUSTING.
Soon enough ill be back down to a size 3-5 instead of a 7-10.Be 100lbs. Yes, losing 55lbs will be hard and eating like this is terrible, but i have nothing else to control mentally.
Soon enough ill be back down to a size 3-5 instead of a 7-10.Be 100lbs. Yes, losing 55lbs will be hard and eating like this is terrible, but i have nothing else to control mentally.
jasgall
i don't know what you were looking for by coming here, but please do get help. please add a trigger warning whenever mentioning numbers or behaviors. it is not fair to other members to not do so. YOU NEED TO BE AWARE THIS IS A RECOVERY GROUP. thinspiration/pro ED language will not be tolerated here. if you are looking for excuses to stay ill, you've come to the wrong place. we will be happy to support you if you want to get better, but it is down right dangerous for you and everyone else for you to be here perpetuating your illness in a support group full of people who want to get well and are struggling to do so.
FairyPirate
Im SO sorry for coming on here. I just, well, i dont know what im looking for. FOR ANYONE READING SORRY FOR NOT TRIGGER WARNING. I understand now that this is for recovering, and im doing compete opposite. Sorry for bothering you.
FairyPirate
I would like to add that i did have a eating prob when i was 13-16. Then at 17 i let myself go, and now im afraid of going back to it.
Chakma
You should probably seek help hun because you don't deserve this hell. I know yousaid you've been there... but still you don't want the be the girl who 35 years later is still battling her ED (i'm in group therapy right now with 2 women who have this problem)
deleted_user
Yes, a warning would really help. Or not posting at all actually, unless you're actually asking for help because all this does is trigger people. You seem like you want help though, like you dont WANT to be like this.. If that's the case, let us know sweetie. I know it's hard but you gotta be aware that there are other people reading this..
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