Everything is falling apart for me. I feel so alone and just lost... I b/p'd three times today. I feel so shitty. I was so tired from purging that I had to crawl into bed and I slept for 3 hours. Im alone this weekend because my roomates and all my other friends went home for the weekend. I feel that when I am alone I think about this monster more. I have completely lost everything, Im just week, grades are going down, I lost a guy that I was really close with, my friends think of me differently cuz I'm sick... I just feel soo helpless. Im just sad.
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