Oh my i am so sorry. I know that when people say thing's like that to me, i want to go and eat a whole pie or something. That is terrible, my b.f. used to say thing's to me, he is small and all way's has been, and i t made me feel so much worse and i would just give up and it was horrible for my self esteem which was bad already, took me forever to break him from that, then i took off the weight and he was so happy. But i know i had to stand up to him, in law's i don't know. I am just so very sorry, glad you don't induce any more, that's big i think. I know just how you feel, i have to walk away from the scale now and i still feel big and i eat hardly nothing which is bad. Lost all my weight after a bad trauma and my sis took care of me, Kept it off since 2011, but i think about it all the time, so afraid of gaining it back, am older now. I have other problem's both physical and mental. Going to try and start a food diary. Unless you ever had problem's with this, you never really know, and people don't get it. OK i tend to ramble. Not good with word's so i hope i didn't' say anything that made you feel bad or funny. If i did, i didn't mean to.
Very very gentle hug's to you.

I am so sorry to read about how you are being treated esp. after recovering from bulima, that is huge and I am very proud of you!!! no matter what we weigh we are never happy, the darn self image and those nasty comments have to stop. I have anorexia and I think for me I have a touch of bulimia as I don't eat much during the day but feel I overeat at night. I grew up overweight and was made fun of constantly which through therapy I realized my eating disorders started very young. I learned to eat in secret very young as I was fed less. people simply have no clue and it is very hurtfull. I think we have to focus on ourselves and what will make us happy and love ourselves. many hugs

Well done on stopping throwing up! Any chance of your mother-in-law moving out any time soon? It sounds as though its bad for your health having her around.

Oh man, this just happened to me today! I tried some new pants and boom...I'm fat...my stomach is big, I'm bloated..blah blah blah. I'm older now also so it's def harder to lose so I know how you feel. I usually avoid mirrors but I couldn't help myself this morning. I feel like it's ruined my day. Your mother in-law sounds horrible. She has to get out of there because she's only adding fuel to the fire. I'm so sorry. I would feel like I was in middle school again. So proud of you that you have stopped purging! Give yourself credit! The ED is strong and it's controlled us for so long it's hard to live any other way. I was told to try affirmations. Tell yourself as much as possible that you love yourself no matter what and your body does not define who you are even if you don't believe it. You will eventually.

Good for you for taking control of your bulimia, keep it up! I know how annoying mother in laws can be. Mine can say the rudest and ignorant things to me. There's times when I just ignore her and other times I answer back and she doesn't like it but that's too bad.

Don't hate your body we are all beautiful in our own unique ways. Try alternating some strength training with your jogging. It works for me.

Stay strong. :)