grrr....after about 16 cups of liquids (water, diet soda, and coffee) during the day....i weighed about 110.5 lbs.....i am 6ft tall....i cringe to think about what i weigh without all of that liquid in me....i prolly weigh less than i did this time last yr when people referred to me as being on death's door(i was about 107.5 lbs)...i went inpatient ASAP cuz the dr was so worried...i am doing alot better hiding my weight this time around...esp since my last dr dropped me cuz he wasnt getting anywhere with my ED...i decided not to see my ED dr anymore....well ED decided we didnt wanna see her anymore...and my new primary Dr said he isnt gonna try to fix my ED cuz he knows i wont change til im ready....i dont know y im writing this...guess to just get it out...hope no one feel i wasted their time with this post...i just hate how i know how unhealthy i am at the moment...yet allowing myself to get this way/stay this way feels so right.....
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