hey im also bulimic and i cant quit, making myself sick is a big release and makes me feel better and i think its about having that control on a part of your life.
if you ever need to talk let me know xx

im bulimic too but i hate it i use to like it cause i just thought it was easy and and i wanted to stay slim but then i started to relise what im doing to myself and i hate it like i cant go through a day without purging and if i try im always thinking about it ive tried stopping too but im addicted just try to think possitive and when ever you want to purge just go out or do somthing that will keep you busy you dont want this none of us do were all here because we want to get better and im glad that your here thats a good start well take care and be strong xoxox

Im bulimic as well. I was like you when this all started for me. I liked the feeling and made me feel so much better after i ate. Like i had this big secret and they didnt know.
Im now addicted to the feeling/action. Yes, addicted. I dont have to stick my fingers down or use my tounge. It just comes. And trust me tht is not a good thing. Especcially when you are out in public and it happens. It's no longer easy and satisfying. My teeth are chipping my weight goes up and down and Im dizzy all the time.
Its good that you are trying to quit. But instead of saying "i am trying to quit" say I am "going" to quit. It helps me stay positive. I donno.
I hope you get better and I hope I helped some...

wow. i am impressed. no hands? that must mean you can REALLY control your body. and if that is true, that you can learnm how to control your body, perhaps you can learn how to apply that process knowledge into another emans. for example, me -- I stopped trying to focus on to ocntrol my own body and now I do personal training: ultimatley, I am the one who is trying to control the direction of other people's workouts.

you can change and live a long happy healthy life, babe! i believe in you, you can grow out of it! xoxo

sorry about the spelling errors. I have been struggling w/ bulimia for a few years as well, and I can relate to your feelings of comfort in ED. contact me if you ever need to talk.

I have been bulimic for over 20 years, but I get the satisfaction out of eating rather than purging. I hate to purge, but like the rest of you, I have become quite adept to it. It's almost a normal bodily function for me, or at least it seems that way. The other night my body decided it wasn't going to let go of the food I had eaten and it totally freaked me out. I just kept eating and purging trying to get the original out - it was totally insane. but, then again, it's insane to abuse your body the way we do too. I can't quit. I've tried and quit for six days recently but went back and was twice as bad. Instead of eating to live, I live to eat and I am sick and tired of it. Now, I'm just waiting to where I get sick enough and tired enough to put an end to it once and for all.

i use to see it as something i was good at...but that disappeared after the first year or so. now all it does is make me sick. sick to the point of hospitalization, of having to leave school, have no friends, and have a scared, stressed out family.
it doesn't make you better. you're not the only person that can purge without using something to gag themselves, you're no different than any of the other thousands of bulimics or b/p anorexics out there.
if you want to be different, stronger, better.....get better. do the thing that is seemingly harder to do than live.

Hey Hunny.Ive got Anorexia it takes control.But when i do eat i purge it makes me happy which is sad really but its something i cant help.I hope your ok and im here if you need to talk.