Basicaly i would like to loose 10 pounds. iv lost weight in a healthy way a couple years back so i figured it cant be that hard to try again. i said "i just want to drop one pants size" turns out im already that size without my knowledge. so i said okay the size after tha. thats like a 1/2. i never though id try so hard to be that small. and now im yoyo dieting, dieting, binging, then purging, then starving then repeat. i just want to be healthy and stop being a slave to my diets and obsessing about my weight. its all i think about, write about, care about. and its getting worse each and every day. im really afraid to tell my mom becuse she already accused me of doing this b4 i ever did. shell be angry and never trust me again, then noone will. i feel so alone and trapped in this and could really use someone, or advice please.