I've been bulimic since I was in college. Now I'm 28 years old and I'm still battling from bulimia. I purge more that 2x a day especially after weighing myself. Sometimes, I just end up crying after I purge cause I know what I did isnt good for me. And the same routine happens everyday.
I go to the gym now. From 190 lbs, I am now 150. And i still feel it's not enough. I still wish I was skinny. :(
Growing up in a filipino family, weight is always a big thing. Gain 5lbs in a week and people will notice it. Since I was a kid, family members and some close friends would always tell me "oh, you''ll be more prettier if your skinny" and that would hurt me a lot. I guess that's why i never had conficence growing up. Cause I know I am not skinny. I am never good enough. :(
Please help me. I wanna stop purging every single day. I am so tired of this. Sometimes I wish was dead cause everyday I feel like a total mess.
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