Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I'm in therapy. I'm talking about my problems. The medication that the doctor thinks will benefit me, has seemed to actually benefit me. My weight is rising and I'm freaking out. My anxiety is rising. My depression is rising. My stability is crashing down. I'm drinking more than ever. I'm worrying about my weight. I'm stressing the future. I don't want to go back to the way I was. But I don't know how to move forward.. I'm just ready to crawl into the shower and cry..
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Keep on doing what you are doing. Therapy is a tough thing and usually when you start digging up your inner demons thing do get out of control for a while. That doesn't mean that you are not progressing on the contrary you processing all the bad stuff. You have to let your therapist know though what exactly is going on and how you are reacting. Honesty is the only way. The only way to healing is forward but that doesn't mean that you can't crawl into the shower and cry. hugs
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I agree - go have a good cry, they actually can help a lot. it is a lot of work to recover, but SO worth it. maybe you can journal about the positive changes you have made so far. you are taking steps in the right direction. we tend to be so hard and critical of our thoughts and actions. please stop and see how great you are, at this very moment... because you are! hang in there.
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