I'm in a wedding next weekend. I should be so excited but I'm secretly dreading it. The other bridesmaids are gorgeous and skinny. I feel like Im going to look fat and pudgy in the dress. Sometimes I wish I was like one of those really overweight women who totally embraces their bodies and is totally confident. Instead I won't treat myself to nice clothes until I feel like I'm thin enough to buy them. Its like I won't invest in my own body the way it is now. I feel like I better do it before I look back on my twenties and realize I never enjoyed it.
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