Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
What have I done!!!
I was so depressed and then suddenly I had a sudden lift in my mood which prompted me to confess to my Mum how I'd managed to lose weight again despite me 'having my meals' (I'd been hiding food for a while). I wanted to tell her at the time because the sudden lift in mood made me a bit "WOW I SO WANT TO GET BETTER!". I knew if I told her I wouldn't be able to do it anymore. But that initial high has passed now and I can't believe was so stupid!!! I've just given away all that I had left to help me restrict without interference.
I'm crying my eyes out typing this because I'm in such a panic, what am I going to do!!!
x-Bliss-x
I was so depressed and then suddenly I had a sudden lift in my mood which prompted me to confess to my Mum how I'd managed to lose weight again despite me 'having my meals' (I'd been hiding food for a while). I wanted to tell her at the time because the sudden lift in mood made me a bit "WOW I SO WANT TO GET BETTER!". I knew if I told her I wouldn't be able to do it anymore. But that initial high has passed now and I can't believe was so stupid!!! I've just given away all that I had left to help me restrict without interference.
I'm crying my eyes out typing this because I'm in such a panic, what am I going to do!!!
x-Bliss-x
You have done a very herd thing, opening up about something so hard is very difficult. I hope it leads on to helping you get better and back to that high mood again