Eating Disorders Support Group
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i posted this yesterday onmy blog. thought i might need your imput..
17 days...
Current mood: disgusted
Category: Food and Restaurants
hey-17 days...and that's it-at least for now. i couldn't stand it anymore, and devoured a piece of chocolate cake, a package of resee's, and a can of pepsi. i was about to inhale the hershey bar in the fridge, when maria hopped up on my wheel. i feel so stuck. i'll do so well for a week or so and then i just can't do it anymore. and so i gorge myself and then i feel like i should just crawl into a hole and stay there for eternity. WHY THE HELL DO I SABOTAGE MY OWN RECOVERY?!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GET BETTER!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!-fallon
17 days...
Current mood: disgusted
Category: Food and Restaurants
hey-17 days...and that's it-at least for now. i couldn't stand it anymore, and devoured a piece of chocolate cake, a package of resee's, and a can of pepsi. i was about to inhale the hershey bar in the fridge, when maria hopped up on my wheel. i feel so stuck. i'll do so well for a week or so and then i just can't do it anymore. and so i gorge myself and then i feel like i should just crawl into a hole and stay there for eternity. WHY THE HELL DO I SABOTAGE MY OWN RECOVERY?!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GET BETTER!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!-fallon
recovery is mostly 1 step forward 2 steps back but it doesnt mean u shouldnt try.BE PROUD OF YOURSELF for 17 days.
thats amazing,
does it not give u hope-means u can do it again.
im here hun if i can help
dont punish yourself hun xxx
Hugs,
Ali