He told me about the other woman a couple weeks ago. He is adamant about the divorce and he SWEARS he is not with her. He swears he doesn't want a project but I can't believe him. She's a 30 year nanny, who is now in college. He met her at a café while I was away in FLorida. I don't believe this. I think this is the reason he wanted the leave the marriage and wasn't happy. I WILL NEVER KNOW. I am OBSESSED with the other woman. He smiled when he said she was VERY PRETTY. She's tall, she's a runner. She's got black hair. I keep thinking about her and him. Now everytime I see a white woman with black hair who is tall, I wonder if it is HER. I picture them in my home, laughing, having sex, cooking in my kitchen. When I see a tv commercial with a happy couple, starting their life, buying a home, having their first child and living happily ever after. I picture him and her. It is driving me crazy. I picture them meeting in the city, smiling at each other lovingly. Holding hands. I picture her in our car, walking in our neighborhood, on my couch. I just picture them so happy. It's sunny today. I see them laughing, falling deeply in love. I went out with my mom and sister today and ALL I can think of is him. We used to run our errands together. On a sunny day, I wish we were still together. On a rainy day, I wish we were in doors. I am obsessed with her and him. I can't get them out of my mind.