ok so i've struggled with my weight for over 10 years. I've always told myself i need to lose weight and mapped out plans etc. but the thing is i also struggle greatly with lack of motivation will power etc. I also have social anxiety and very low self esteem, depression, type 2 diabetes and neruopathy in my feet. so a big mix of junk that keeps me from moving. I also dont have many friends (which i am ok with) i'm selective with whom i allow in my life. But they either are married or have kids or moved.So basically i guess im just looking for someone to check on me daily to see what im doing to push me to get up etc. and me do the same cos that ususally helps.I have family but they are weird and dont really hang out or do much together so i really dont have support emotionally or ugh its just really frustrating talking about it really. I live by myself with my dog and i do what i can to get him outside because its good for both of us. But with the nuropathy problem i cant really do much. anyway i think u get the jest. so ill end the bitching and complaining. if there is anyone out there whos wanting to be my buddy...lm here :) thx