Yesterday, i had told my sister that i've done 6 suicide attempts including the one i did yesterday as well. Im 14 and i feel like pressure is being put onto me, my family doubts me, my mother is abusive and just never understands me, i dont have a father, he left when i was 6. i continuously get bullied at school. I dont know if i need help, i'm lost with everything. I don't want to continue cutting myself, but it's like my screams that fill my ears and the stainless tears, is my way of letting anger and saddness drain out of me but all it does is build more inside of me. i just don't know, i want it all to end.