Can I just say something? I want to say how incredibly wrong your mother is. You are amazing and valuable and have so much worth and potential. I know it’s really hard, but please don’t go anywhere. Things might be really hard right now but I truly believe they Won’t be this awful forever. Praying for you my friend.

Your mom a self centered and not worth speaking of.You sound like a very beautiful person,inside and out.Love yourself and don't listen to your mother

Wth. How old are you? I am so sorry you have to deal with this. You are worth living. Can you go to school counslor as a start? This is abuse on your moms part and sad shame a parent would do this to their child.

Please don't listen to your mom. You were created beautiful inside and out. I know it seems unbearable but it will not always be this way. Don't try to kill yourself over a temporary problem. It will get better. How old are you? Can you talk to a counselor, teacher, church pastor, or a crisis hotline. Someone please post the crisis hotline numbers- I do not know them. I know how it feels to be told you are fat and disgusting, I have heard it from my husband. But you are special, people do care( we care). And life will get easier as you get older because you will have more choices for who you hang around with- Not negative mean people but people who are kind and love you for yourself, not what you look like. Most of all, God loves you more than you know. Try listening online to k love radio. It is encouraging and helped me when I wanted to kill myself. Please, please hang in there and post again to tell us how you are. Vent your feelings to us. We understand. Praying your day gets better!

You don't deserve to be verbally abused this way by your mother or anyone. Please don't believe the things she is saying. You are beautiful inside and out. Could you talk to your school counselor about your mother verbally abusing you? They may be able to get you some help. Please don't do anything to harm yourself. Things will improve with time even though it does not seem like it now. Keep posting here so we can listen and support you.

I am so sorry you have to endure this verbal abuse. Please know that you are beautiful inside and out! You are worth so much to so many people! I know that is hard to see, especially when your beauty is overshadowed by the darkness of all the harsh undeserved words. Please find someone you can talk to about this, the school counselor, someone at your church or a local church. Do you have friends or family member who you can look to for support? Please do not do anything to harm yourself, I know when we are in situations where we are constantly told that we are not good enough we tend to believe it, but your mom's opinion is only one person. I guarantee that if you look to others and began to talk about this to others, they would help you to see how valuable you are! I am praying for you!

A painless way? Sweetie death isn't painless its excruciating.
Just don't do it, it's not worth it many people will miss you even your mother no matter how awful she is. Everyone has a heart weather they show it or not, but taking your life over a 15 min ride is far from worth it.
I'm going to let you know I had to "starve" myself in the marine core to get into a combat ready state. Another example is when wrestlers have to be a certain weight to be put into a bracket.
But I think you should call this number, I've called before and they're really nice 1-800-273-8255
Anyways I hope this helps in some sort of way. ((Hugs))

Just hang on for a little bit more, it will all go away eventually, there is a light at the end of the tunnel! Don't worry! I love you and want you to live. I believe that everyone is beautiful, no matter what your size.

And your mom is wrong. She is so wrong even when you think she is right, she will always be wrong.

Your mom is a piece of crap. The good news is you are young and you will escape her. You might have to go through years of therapy to deal with the shit she has put you through, but you can get through it and you can find people who will value you for who you are. Maybe you are venting (which I get, I have vented on this site numerous times) or maybe you are truly serious, but please don't do anything rash. She is one person (granted, she is THE person that is supposed to love you unconditionally, but she is still just one person). Some people weren't meant to have kids. She is one of them. I'm sorry if I'm sounding harsh, I guess what I'm trying to get at is that she is 100% wrong even if she is your mother. And since she's being such a shitty mother, your obligation or responsibility to take any thing she says to you to heart is void. Stop listening to her. Start thinking of the wonderful future you will have once you are rid of her negative bullshit. I know this would not be an easy thing to do, she is your mom, but really, who gives a shit if you are fat? I'm currently 100 pounds and miserable as hell because I can't eat due to extensive digestive issues (your mom would probably think I look awesome). If I could eat, you bet your ass I would be round and be freaking overjoyed to be so! And even if you are overweight, that does not mean you are useless. I'm sure you are not useless, no one is useless, we all have worth. It's not about being fat or skinny, or useless or awesome or whatever, it's about living a good life where you do unto others as you would do unto yourself, enjoy yourself and have real love. Hang in there and you will get there. I promise. Don't give up.

Somewhere in the mist of all that your mom seems to care about your health and you not becoming a diabetic. Some people just don't know to motivate. DON'T GIVE UP! Suicide has been called "a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Even if you can't change your situation you can change your outlook on the situation. Please talk to a trusted friend, family member or mental health care professional. Also don't leave out the power of prayer: "Throw all your anxiety on God, because he cares for you" 1 Peter 5:7

Alright, lets put this in perspective. The world is full of round people. We're all over the place, living happy lives with love and being respected by the people in our lives. The problem is not you being round, worthless or any other thing a mentally abusive person tells you. The problem is you're dealing with abuse, pure and simple. I'm sorry your mother is abusing you, but you need to get your head around your real problem and stop thinking that it's anything to do with you.

People who dump their excess emotional garbage on others, like your mother is doing, are mentally unhealthy people. Don't allow her to make her problem by believing that load of crap. You are young and need to be aware that as humans our temporal lobe does not fully develop until we're in our early 20's. Around that time you will be able to see things more clearly for what they were.

In the meantime, try to talk to a school counselor, call a crisis hotline, talk to people in your life who actually care about you and maybe try to get a break in the summer by visiting relatives or even see if you can stay with your grandparents. Your mother truly lacks the ability to see the damage she's doing to you, so it's up to you to protect yourself. Develop friendships with other young people who understand what you're going through and read everything you can on surviving mental abuse. You'll eventually see that if you were skinny as a bean pole, she'd be harping on about something else.

Don't make decisions you can't take back. Live now for the time when you are free to do your own bidding. Dull the by talking about it with friends and a counselor you can trust, take up a hobby, or get lost in fictional novels. Don't resort to numbing it with drugs or alcohol and whatever you do, don't throw in the towel!

I know I'm coming in late on this convo, but just in case you're still reading and are looking for a little more encouragement...

I'm a mother of three. We moms get stressed out and sometimes we say (and do) ignorant things. Understand - it's not a reflection on YOU. It's a reflection on US and something that is missing (or even broken) inside. So, sometimes kids have to overlook how parents react - especially if they call their children names (which, by the way, is completely unacceptable and largely filled with untruths). So, here is what I tell my children in regards to suicide...

DON'T DO IT.
See, here's the thing. So long as you're breathing - so long as you're alive and kicking - you've always got options. There will always be more (more money, another girlfriend/boyfriend, new car, etc.). So long as you're alive, you have the opportunity to make that day better for yourself. And one day, you'll even be grown and out of the house so you won't have to listen to your mother's verbal abuse every again. However, if you end your life, then you end all opportunities to ever have a better ending. And don't you want that "happily ever after" kind of ending? Believe it or not, they really do exist. You just need to give yourself the opportunity to find it. So, stick around and do "the hard work." Better yourself in the ways YOU think are appropriate and necessary, and plan for that day when you're moving out and making the life you want come true.

Best of luck to you yayornay. Have faith in yourself and all you do.