Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I made out with a loaded gun today.
The day started off kinda slow. The nightmares and insomnia make the nights rather long, but I remain in bed for i have no reason to get up.
Decided to use the last of the coffee, meaning i will have to ventrue forth from my cell tomorrow to get more. I hate the outside.
Started talking to a fully loaded semi automatic 9mm handgun. Apparently we have a lot in common. After a while i stared down the barrel, it was beautiful. I could really see my future. Well, not to brag but we started making out... I cried alittle when her barrel was in my mouth, but who doesnt.... you could say its getting serious.
Nothing happend, kinda wish it would of ended with a bang, but there is always next time.
next time.
I'm hoping you stay safe and that things get easier for you soon.
You maybe haven't found the answers yet to your pain but there are answers.
The very fact that you are still here means that you know deep inside it is not your time to go and that by killing yourself you will take your pain with you. Why would you want to be in worse pain and stuck on the other side of death's door never to be able to come back here to have the chance to get free from the pain here?
The fact that you are still here means you know deep down inside that there are answers but that you haven't found them yet.
What is happening in your life to bring you to this extremely low place?
Sometimes we feel know one cares or understands, but that"s not true. I've been where you are. But I've found the answers and you can too. I am here for you.