For the longest time I've felt like something is wrong with me.. all throughout high school I was picked on and 4 years after graduating I still get it.. these kids (boys) would pick on me nonstop when I was dating their friend. I don't know why, they just never liked me. I broke up with the boy my sophomore year and the boy told his friends all my secrets. It was so bad that I would get anxiety attacks in the middle of the hallways in school and I would cut myself to ease the pain. I even wanted to drop out, but my counselor wouldn't let me, yet she wouldn't do anything to stop the harassment. Well, I graduated and seemed to not have a problem since, up until last year.. I got harassing facebook messages from a guy I never met, who is friends with my ex's friends.. I broke down. He found me even with my last name changed (due to marriage). I don't know why he went out of his way, but he did. Then a week ago another guy, who I was actually friends with in high school brought up secrets of mine randomly and laughed at me for them. And those we the secrets I only told me ex.. I don't know if my ex is randomly doing this or his friends are trying to bring me down again, but its working.. I'm not going to harm myself or anything along those lines, but I feel so lonely.. although I have friends and a husband.. it brings me back to those awful high school days and I feel completely worthless.. I've been noticing I have been withdrawing from the world.. my mood swings have been in full swing.. and I haven't been motivated to do anything.. I guess I just needed to vent, I hope this helps me..