Honey you are NONE of those things, okay? Not a one. That's just this ugly bitch of a disease talking and if you don't mind, send it over here and I'll beat it into submission for ya.

Really, none of its true.

I can imagine it would be slow going trying to do a job intended for two people! Is this just a temporary situation? Can you ask for the second person? You wouldn't be being a bother or unfair or anything like that, you'd just be asking for the help you deserve. You're obviously trying your best to keep up, even with a double workload...that's huge!

I don't know why you say you never make people happy...it could be the depression clouding your judgement (no offense please, it's happened to me many, many times). This whole disease is really an evil thing, it can warp your entire world. It did mine.

Are you seeing anybody that you can talk about this with? Not just the things at work but why you feel that you're all those ugly names? It might help...

Haven't seen u around here before...i'm a bit hit-or-miss lately...but if you're new then Welcome, and keep on posting if it makes you feel better...it's better to get this crap out so it can't swim around in your brain adn make you feel even worse, eh?

Oh and nobody would be better off without you! Whether you feel like it or not you're part of the universe, with value and amazing qualities.

Wishing you peace

You can't let everyones elses problems and words bother you. This is easy for me to say and not easy for me to do either. You do the best you can and that's all that matters. It's really hard when everyone else is down and your trying to get back up. It's too much negative energy sucking the life right out again as you gain a llittle hope there it is.
As for them eventually forgetting you , yeah maybe so but there are others in your life that would miss you and never forget you, remember that even when they seem they don't care on outside there are ones wh do care on the inside and just can't show it. Stay strong OK, you can get through this and we are here if you need us. Just message me anytime.

you are depresed ....and people are taking advantage of you taking out there stuf on you that is what it sounds like to me it is them them and forget you ....................i am not sure that it is entirerly that you dont have a back bone i think it is more you just arent the type of person who would ever do those sort of things to others ...............and even being depresed you are true to who you are in that regard .............i am fat and i dont like it eather i got fat looking after my head taking antiedepresants and cant louse the weaight because i am tired and slow because of the meds so i realy am going to have to push my self to go on my walker ...........it would be good if i had a buddie to do it with ................you are far from stupid thats the depreshion talking ..........when i look in the mirrior on days that i feel very depresed i look ugly when i look in the mirour and when i am on a good day i see my self and i like what i see i like me ..............sure i am 56 and not a modal but i would rather look like me than eneyone ..............god doesent make a mistake you are here on this earth for a reason ..........this is what i think we are here to learn and to learn to love is most important and we are here to experance and to help others to learn and experance ..................think of this like school anf all we have to do is to make it through to the end than we pass go with god and never have to return if we dont want to ihave already decided i will NEVER EVER come back here again i couldent take it again i can bairely take it now .......................you are not worthless you are needed here............. you are not weak you are sick ...........i hope that you have a councelar of phicatrist .....to help you ..............and i am here for you come and talk ...........talking is a great way to help your self heal and holding things in is how you get sick unless like me you were born with it but then it is even more importand to talk and not keep things in i learned the hard way .............dont you do the same .....................please take care of your self i will keep you in my prayers .............god bless

"all people do is explain never give me praise for all the hard work I do"

So you admit that you are deserving of praise because you work hard. Well YOU'RE RIGHT! But the only people you should be expecting praise from is yourself. Once you start praising yourself for all that you do then what other people won't matter. In fact, you might think THEY could do better. I mean, really. Why aren't they doing any better than they are if they are so hot? Sounds like THEY need to step up if they are so much better.

Trust me. There are a lot of things they can't do.

Yeah, it is hard to work fully functioning with depression. It does slow us down even when we are trying our best. When I worked with the public it was a very bad problem for me. It seemed that no matter what I did I could not do it quite right. or good enough for those around me. I finally has to change my career path which turned out very good for me. I did not have to deal with people and no one was in such a "rush"!

Are you being treated for your depression? Are you on medication or fighting it the natural way. For some reason my question mark will not work, sorry for the incorrect punctuation. Anyway, if you are not being treated by someone I suggest you get some professional help. It may make a world of difference to you. And, then maybe people will be calling you Speedy Gonzales! Sorry for my sick attempt to be funny. I don't even know if you are old enough to know who Speedy was/is.

what am i i am fat i am stupid i am ugly i am a mistake i am worthless i am weak i am nothing

put your hand over your heart. feel that? that thump thump...? That's called Purpose. You are here for a reason. And I doubt it's to please some arrogant twit that doesn't appreciate hard work. So, pray, find out what God's purpose is for you, and strive towards it. Fat, stupid, ugly? I have no way of knowing, but I know you are neither a mistake, nor are you worthless. God doesn't make mistakes. Somewhere there is someone who needs a gentle smile, a little hug, a pick-me-up at the end of their day, and you might just be that without even knowing it. So pick your chin up, you're a blessing to someone.

This is not my philosophy, I stole it from a friend, but I think it's a great one, and you should look into adopting it, OK? Hugs.

No i dont recive treatment for my depression i dont have health insurance and have not had it for three and a half years i try to ignore my health problems

Hello. I am sorry you are struggling. I am dealing with similar issues. I also feel like life brings me down and I can never catch a break. I have to deal with my mom constantly complaining about me when all I need is a little compassion and understanding for my depression.

I just want you to know you are not alone in these feelings. I hope it gets better for you soon.