i might sound stupid here but i just have to question why people like me who would give anything to have a child are childless and people who don't want a child are so blessed only to give that child up for adoption or abort it- i know that if i was pregnant i'd do anything for my child to make sure he/she was healthy and i'd love that child and consider him/ her my gift from god.... not every woman is blessed in this way - and dang it - why can't i be blessed ? it just makes me so frustrated- took a pregnancy test at the beginning of this month and it came back invalid- which i know in my heart means negative and i just get so mad when someone says i really don't want my baby or some other stupid thing like that- how can they say that about a child that is growing inside of them and is apart of them.... this just baffles ones mind and i'm sorry ya'll i really needed to vent before i went off on someone- i'm so frustrated right now i could just scream ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! just my random thought for the day i was upset by a post i read and this sparked my own post- sorry - i needed to vent so i wouldn't take it out on that person- wouldn't have been good for either one of us- so this makes me feel i have control when i can write out my feelings.... anyone else feel this way from time to time?