So many of us have those feelings, so many of us talk to ourselves like that- as long as you keep saying it and thinking it, it will be true- but it isn't true- it's all in our heads, it's the sickness that tells us we're not good enough, that we can't do anything right- it's not the truth- the truth is we're lovable, we're capable, and we're stronger than we think.

School can be very hard on people who don't fit in with the "in" crowd. As a former teacher I can say that success in school has very little to do with a person's actual worth! You're valuable simply because you exist.

Sorry, but you don't qualify for my list of people that sucked. People do not deserve to get bullied at school no matter what some people say. Failure can and will happen to everyone at some point. How many relationships you've had and/or kids should not determine a person's worth, though I understand that they're important to many people. Being the black sheep of a family makes life more challenging, but who's to say that your differences make you inferior? I think that life without friends is one of the most difficult things, but given how many people are on this Earth, there's a high probability that it can and will happen at some point. I think it's good to analyze our lives and challenge ourselves, but I think you're being waaay too hard on yourself. The people who belong in the suck category are people who take pleasure in bullying others and the people who laugh as it happens.

hey, invisible,
you have me as a friend. You sent me my first ever hug here. You mean a lot to me.
I was lonely, felt so desperate and you were there.
How can you say you suck? you are the only person who bothered with me.
I think you're great x

Did that feel better to say that? Please don't say that about yourself again. I can understand feeling that way but you are not a freak. Look at all your good qualities and "rant" about that.
What happened to make you go off like that?

I know how school can suck because I was bullyed all through school for just having learning disables. Sometimes people didn't even want be my friend because be like thats LD girl or whatever or say even worse things to me . Sometimes come home crying my eyes out . Also get hit and stuff throw at me whenever just sitting in school . Also I think in everyone family people have there favors and not so favors . But sometimes meet or talk to people more like your family than others are .. Am here if you ever need to talk about anything ... take care ... Miranda

A lot of people were bullied in school; that doesn't mean THEY were freaks, it means people can be assholes.

I bet you do NOT fail at most things.

I don't have friends either. But I know several women who have no lovers or kids, and they are NOT losers. I don't have kids, either!

In my opinion, the "black sheep" of the family is usually the most creative and interesting one.

You have MANY friends here. I'm sorry I haven't been around lately; I've been sick. But I'm sending you big {{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}

I think schools should be responsible for bullying and teasing. Workplaces are so schools should be. If a teacher was harrassed by students you would see that stop but quick...I guess students aren't as important. Kids aren't as innocent as they look and sorry you had to deal with that. If it's any comfort you aren't alone and feeling like this is no fun.

And what's wrong with being a freak? CELEBRATE your freakiness!

You just haven't found the right, freaky crowd yet, to hang with.