Im glad i decided to stay now that I know that its not just me... But atleast you got friend requests when you first joined. for days I had no one, i wrote journal entries to myself and and tried to send friend requests out with hugs, but only got this feeling of intrusion sent back to me. I cant help but still get this feeling like everyone has made their own "click" and I have been left out. Again, im just not enough of whatever makes people get noticed, and I have been drown out to sea:(

*hug flick*

Friend.... I feel the same exact way. I really haven't given up yet. Guess that's why I'm still here. Sometimes though, it does help just reading other peoples post because then you realize that you're not alone with the way you feel. Hope you feel better soon.

hi:)

Yeah reading other peoples post help I guess...I feel like im spying on them though...lol

Hugs to everyone that is replying, thanks for caring:)

I sincerely care. I'd be happy to talk with you, as I'm sure many others would as well. Best wishes.

thank you:-)

hello friend. i love you. and i understand...sometimes there are so many people with problems that people get over looked and its wrong and it sucks. im always here if u need it! im a great listener!!! =) and you arent worthless..i dont even know you and your existance in this world and at DS is important to me..so dont leave!

hugz, I hardly see you on the boards....would like to get to know you. I just sort of hang out and watch everyone self destruct and offer a hand where I can!
Hugs

you are not a pile of worthless crap - here's a hug to cheer you up a bit

wyattEarp! you watch people self distruct? lol muhahah...i mean, NO! that "wrong" lol ...but very funny because i have been doing the same thing>:)

thanks friend19.......it is true. People here offer others all sorts of help and they still jump off the ledge. I love psychiatric nursing and this makes me want to write my thesis on depression. I really do try to help others on this site but the bottom line is.......they cant be helped until they really want to help themselves.

write a thesis? so you are in college? me too, i was going for a masters in Teaching but i got burned out before i even got to the finish line....now im going into medical assistance...

trying to get my nurse practitioner. may have burn out though

I have gone through the same thing and at one point, I almost sent a request to TooCool so she could post something for me, because she was the only one that recieved any answers. Not to say anything bad about her, she is a wonderful girl, but it seemed the whole board was focused on her. I have posted several times and recieved not one reply. So, I quit posting and for the most part I stay off the boards because of that. There are cliques on this board as they are in life, that is just the way it works.

But after saying that, I would love to chat with you anytime. You are not a pile of worthless crap and please don't equate your worth by how many replies you recieve...you are better than that. I wish you well and once again extend my friendship to you at anytime you would like to talk.
Purrs--Laura