Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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RockNMetalChic 02/25/2008

really just was made to feel so small and unimportant by someone on this site today in the healthy relationships community- don't even know what i said to offend them - but i'm sorry- whoever says words don't hurt - they lied ! never knew words could hurt this much.... i think maybe i should just jump off a bridge and end this picking on Brandi fest that seems to be going on lately... no matter what i do in my life its wrong and the path i take is always the wrong one ! why me lord ! Brandi can't take much more of this and she wants to dissapear- i've decided to stop posting for a few days / weeks to see if things get better if not- i'm quitting ds - and i really don't want to- coming here to help others was my new reason for getting up in the morning - but i just feel like a horrible person now and if i can't help people i don't deserve help either- so go ahead and hate me- everyone hates me- i hate me ! i'm tried of crying myself to sleep and wishing i wasn't here- why can't i just be dead.... somehow i doubt i'd fit in heaven / heck either.... i'm just a misfit ! :(

ThePepperMan 02/25/2008

God has room for everyone in heaven, and more than enough grace to heal us all. Just don't go there until HE calls you please!

As for heck, well, I don't think you would fit in there. Cause you are a good person, and good people don't go there!

A rest from DS may be good for you, but only you can really answer that.

Peace to you!

deleted_user 02/25/2008

I hear you and understand you, but please don't hurt yourself. I can understand the need for a break. Sorry if it seems all are picking on you at this time. I hope to see you back here soon! ((((big hugs))))

deleted_user 02/25/2008

A break from ds might help. Sometimes when people try to help me I lash out too. Don't take it personally. Everyone has bad days. One persons internet reaction to you is no reason to give up. You clearly care about people and try to help. That's wonderful, don't let one grumpy, mean person ruin it for the rest of us! Take care, hun.

deleted_user 02/26/2008

The saying "It's just a moron in an internet forum" has never let me down. Not once, ever :)

Say it with as much contempt as possible.

deleted_user 02/26/2008

You are my best fried and I love you so much. I will miss you

RockNMetalChic 02/26/2008

The pressures and negativity are closing in on me and the bridge is getting closer..... just having one of those i hate everything about me and my life weeks and why would someone care if i was gone anyways..... would just be one less person in this world- i'd be doing everyone a favor......

deleted_user 02/26/2008

hun, maybe you do need time to gather yourself and be away from the negativity...this is why i havent been on the boards for a very long time! It will help to take good care of yourself then come back when your stronger...your friends will miss you though....you can always come online just to let your friends know how you are just in case you need their support and love! hope your feeling better soon

deleted_user 02/26/2008

No, hun. That would be excruciatingly painful for everyone who loves you and everyone here. You wouldn't do that to others, you're too caring a person. Stay safe, hun xx

Juice 02/26/2008

Stop that! This instant.
Did I get your attention?
It's difficult talking on here because it's not face to face, so people misunderstand you.
I'm making a cheap point starting my post ike I did. Confusion abounds online, and I've been on the receiving end a few times although, as I'm sure you'll agree, I'm always tactfull and polite :)
Be gentle on yourself. There's no way you can know what's going on inside this person's head, and pondering over it will bruise your heart.
Know one thing, though, people in this community obviously think a lot of you, and they would miss you. Don't give up.
Big nice to meeet you HUG.

RockNMetalChic 02/26/2008

:( my life is just so miserable right now- trying to see the positive but the negative is outweighing it .... big time......

deleted_user 02/27/2008

There are times people just dont understand and when they dont they assume things or judge you harshly.
every one has an opinion but sometimes you just have to let it go chalk it up to their ignorance. Please stay and joinus in the crisis I do not judge and always care.

RockNMetalChic 02/27/2008

decided to stay around for awhile longer- maybe my life will get better and if i wasn't around to see it when its better - what good would that do- would like to say thank u to all who supported and showed so much love and caring for me..... love back to u all and big hugs ! xxxxx!

deleted_user 02/28/2008

He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.

deleted_user 02/28/2008

Hey, no matter what happens, or what you do, or what choices you make or opinions you have, someone is going to disagree, and some will take it personal, I am sorry you are feeling low, I felt like driving off a cliff myself this morning,

deleted_user 02/28/2008

Don't let other people like that get you down. The break might help but I would hope you don't quit. I think you are a great person and I enjoy talking to you. I am here for you. (((((hugs)))))

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