I am sorry that you were alone in church on Easter. It must have been lonely. I tend to focus on negativity my self. I have to catch myself and start the day over. Do things that make you happy. Watch funny movies on tv, go for a walk, go to the park and read a book. Just what ever you enjoy. It may help.

I am sorry that you are depressed but, depression causes these unhappy feelings and this feeling of loneliness. I read your profile and I do not think you can overcome this depression without some type of Medication. I have dealt with depression since 1995.

Please read my journal entry called Easter. Maybe this will help you see a different light on this day and possibly realize that you are not alone in this. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

I think you answered your own question... Why don't you try something new. Every time you start talking negatively, exchange those words for something positive. Any word that is positive is good. As long as you focus on negativity, especially on yourself, you are never going to find any positivity in your life. If you were alone on Easter, then we should have gotten on DS and talked to one another, as I was alone too. Hugs GB

I'm sorry you felt alone on Easter. I felt alone as well this Easter as a hosted a party for my family. I caught myself wishing I hadn't invited them over. I found this website and totally related to your story. You may feel alone but there are others out here feeling just like you. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and story. It was very brave of you. I hope it gets better for you.

welcome to depression....everything you have described .is a part of depression.......this is something we need to fight and most times we just can't do it alone we need the support of doctors ..phicitrists or counclours...often times meds and it takes time and patents to get the right combination of meds that are going to work for you ... ..it is good that you have found this place ....in here at least you can see you are not alone and people in here won't judge you and they can understand just what it is you are going through because they go thought it to ...people who have not gone through it just have no clue .........and they will say you have everything you need in life you have had a good life snap out of it why are you acting that way .....they don't get it ......it isn't something you can snap out of ......this is a fight we have a illness ......no deferent if we would have a broken leg .....you would go to the hospital and get it fixed ......but others can't see our illness so they dismiss it and can even make it harder on us to get better .....I was ware you are and I have been in worse places I never want to go back to so I fight every day and get the help I need .....I even took my h to my phicaatrist a number of times to be educated.on what it was I was going through and what he was doing that was not helping ....because he didn't get it ......but I am lucky because he always tried ..............taking him to the doctor really helped .....I have suffered from depression all my life .....I have fought this fight all my life ....I have been better and I have been a lot worse ....I was in hospital and had to have ect because I was going down to far to fast ... that time I relay didn't think I would make it back .....so I know no other way of being .....it runs in my fathers side of the family .......even though you are not feeling the way you think you should getting out is important try to find things that you would me more comfortable doing outside .....the other thing you relay need to do is get things out of you and that means talking all the hurt that you hold inside has to come out so you can begin to heal ....I never talked ... but I learned that's what I had to do and so I did . And it wasn't easy......i want you to know that if you want I will be there for you ....you just have to massage me ......I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers ....take care of your self .....god bless