Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
How on earth was I ever able to make it all the way through my Mother's womb? I'm puzzled that I was strong enough to become an actual human being. Or, maybe I'm not really a real human being... Maybe I'm only allowed a tiny glimpse into what this insane world is all about... Apparently, I've always been okay, but not quite good enough... Why can't I ever make it into the winners' bracket? Because, apparently, those are the fittest of survival. Yay! You won your lucky dollars! This is just torture. This isn't living... I've realized that all I'm good for is playing drums. Whoopty doo! I'm beating things with sticks... just like a dumb caveman... I might as well just tie strings to my limbs and be controlled by a puppet master for the feature presentation... I have no say in anything. Sometimes I wish I were just invisible... The only reward this world ever offers me is Failure with a big fat capital F. I'm not one to make comparisons, but I never make the cut to Survival of the Fittest. That is why I question why I'm even alive on this planet... Why?! You tell me! Then, maybe we can work something out... Everyone's gotta be a sales person to get what they need. "Hey there! Check me out! Check me out!" It's all just a fight to be on top of a giant dog pile. Little green pieces of paper are what pull our strings every day... What am I, other than just a little sperm that just barely made its way through the threshold by the mere skin of its back?
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I invited Bill to have dinner with me last Sunday. He wasn't willing to drive 7 hours to mid Michigan and teased me with his beautiful ribs!!! So, of course I ate alone and had cedar salmon
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
Not really a human being? Seriously? What the he'll is that about? You have a serious self esteem problem which needs to and can be fixed.
Seek professional counselling for this. You have already lost too much to it. It is urgent you get your lights turned on.
Life is HARD as it is and you are trying to live it while at the same time beating yourself up.
Wish I could play drums. I can't but I have a good sized list of other qualities and so do you. Rest assured.
It can be better. I work everyday at it too.