No matter how we feel about things being bad. things can always be worse. We oftentimes endure things we think we never could and go through things we thought we never would. I never dreamed I go through a divorce. I did. I never dreamed I would bury my middle son, but I did. If we look around, we can find others who are worse off than ourselves.

Right now, lots of people are feeling just like you - isolated, no one to talk to or spend time with. Lots of people can identify with you.

Fortunately, you can come here to vent and know that you aren't alone in your suffering.

Yes I am in that same position too, I just wish to find someone who we will understand each other and who we will always communicate everyday and night, I want you to give it a try and less be friends ok

Some of the words you chose have me concerned. I hope you're not thinking of doing something drastic. You might consider calling one of the suicide hot lines. You don't have to be suicidal to call, just in emotional distress. It might be a good idea to call and vent to a live person who will listen. God bless.

I'm not suicidal. Just hate living this life everyday. I've tried all I know for better but nothing changes.

I can so relate to your sharing. I too feel like I'm not living--I'm just existing. Somehow knowing many others are in the same boat right now: Isolating from coronavirus--doesn't make me feel any better. When I ordered my groceries via delivery last week, it cost me $101 for a $50 order and they made mistakes--gave me the wrong items for a couple of things. When I called the store, they said I had to call the delivery service, which I did. I got a recording saying my estimated hold time was 59 minutes. I'm not about to sit on hold that long. That means I need to find some way to get to the grocery store myself to get the right stuff. Since I lost my car in 2017 when I moved out of my apt, I need to find someone to drive me. Someone who's under age 65 who can drive me. That's this week's project. I'm living in a personal care home since 2017, a move I never should have made. I miss my apt. I lost all of my possessions. I miss having my own space. I miss my cats. I still haven't gotten a denture after following the advice to have all of my upper teeth extracted. It costs $700 even with insurance and I don't know when I'll be able to afford it. I miss my husband and having friends and family. I miss going for drives on Sundays to parks surrounding a lake. I miss my hometown, I'm living 200 miles away from it. Most of my housemates are locals and I feel like I don't fit in. I have no life, no future to dream about. There's a saying that, if nothing changes, nothing changes. I wish I could think of a change to make that would make me feel better but I can't think of one.

Lily. Sorry, I meant to write that you don't have to be suicidal to call. And if you're in crisis, hey, give it a try.