I have never felt like that because if I got on the floor I would never be able to get up again.

You are worthy of a mattress and pillows. You deserve a good night's rest.

You deserve to apologize to a person. You deserve to be told that it's okay as well.

We're all here for you. Please take care.

Ariel, I have slept on the floor because I was depressed and wanted no one beside or around me. I have felt unworthy, but not undeserving of a bed, blankets or pillows. I normally apologize to everyone just because I want to avoid them.

Do you have a therapist? There is help out there. Maybe counseling can help. Depression can make you feel undeserving, unworthy, hopeless and helpless. But the truth is that we are deserving, worthy, bright and capable. We just need some help to get there. I hope you will seek out help from a professional. I hope you feel better soon.

I have done this too, I thought (probably like you) that I was the only one to do something like this. You are not alone and as humans we are all on some level quite similar, some people are just luckier with their environment. I hope things get better for you my friend.

I believe you are struggling with who you are and what you deserve. You do not deserve to sleep on the floor. If you are not already seeing a therapist, please, I encourage you to seek one out. Please let someone help you, you are so precious!

I have collapsed on whatever floor was around and just laid there when i was depressed and exhausted. I'm not sure it's cuz i didn't feel worthy of the bed but maybe didn't have the strength to get up there but i know what you mean. sometimes you want what you feel like you deserve or who you are. i do that with other things, food, entertainment, isolation. not worthy of being around people, not worthy of nothing. sorry you're feeling so badly.

hang in there... depression DOES pass even if it feels like it never will. You are loved and very important to this world!