Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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RockNMetalChic 03/12/2008

just a warning to everyone- i am very frustrated and feel rejected by the world today- so if i offend anyone with my post- then i apologize in advance - I'm Sorry..... and also if u don't like my post- please just ignore it or don't respond- Thank You - in advance ... I Love You All ! xxx RockNMetalChic......

WHY IS EVERYONE SO FRIGGIN HAPPY ? I CAN'T STAND IT ! I'M JUST SO PISSED OFF ABOUT IT - THAT I COULD PUKE..... YEAH I'D FEEL DIFFERENTLY IF I WAS HAPPY........ BUT THATS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN- SO I JUST WISH I WASN'T AROUND HAPPY PEOPLE ALL THE FRIGGIN TIME- DAMN ! THERE HAS GOT TO BE SOMEONE AROUND HERE WHO IS DEPRESSED LIKE ME ! MY COUSIN CALLED ME LASTNIGHT AND SHE IS ALL WRAPPED UP IN HER MAN PROBLEMS- OR LACK THERE OF ..... SHE HAS FOUND A GREAT MAN AND INSTEAD OF BEING FAITHFUL WHAT DOES SHE DO- SLEEPS WITH THE FIRST GUY SHE SEES ! THEN SHE GIVES HIM HER NUMBER AND WONDERS WHY HE IS STILL CALLING FOR SEX ! OH BUT SHE LOVES HER BOYFRIEND SO HE CAN NEVER FIND OUT - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! OK GOD- SO I DON'T GET IT- U GIVE THE CHEATER A MAN TO BE WITH ! AND I'M LEFT HERE ALL ALONE AND LONELY- I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ? - WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH ME , THAT MY LIFE CAN'T BE NORMAL ? WHY CAN'T U JUST LET SOMEONE LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVE THEM ! I REALLY AM TURNING INTO A BITTER ANGRY PERSON AND I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM BEING THIS WAY..... I'M JUST TOTALLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW AND HATE EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF ONE MORE PERSON SAYS UR TIME IS COMING YOU'LL BE HAPPY - I'M GONNA SPIT ON THEM AND SAY THATS WHAT I THINK ABOUT U TELLING ME I'M GOING TO BE HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deleted_user 03/12/2008

I think I have the answer to that...because they aren't depressed. They don't know what it's like so every "normal" thing they do they can be happy with. Not fair is it?

I think if you spit on them though you might be in some trouble lol.

deleted_user 03/12/2008

I love you Brandi. WE will get through this TOGETHER.

Juice 03/12/2008

Bravo! Nice rant. Not offensive at all.
Sorry you're still feeling crappy. Would you like a banana?

deleted_user 03/12/2008

If she doesn't want it, can I have it?

deleted_user 03/12/2008

No worries hun, a good rant is sometiems what's needed x

RockNMetalChic 03/12/2008

depends is it a chocolate covered banana- if so then yes- if there is no chocolate then u can give it to heylee.... :p- my life is misery and always will be- and don't care if i get in trouble- spitballs will be made and ready to launch !

deleted_user 03/12/2008

Woot, I can't have chocolate anyway, I am allergic :( Gives me migraines. White chocolate is ok though.

Testycatlady 03/12/2008

If you want I can lend you my prize spit ball launcher. It's a McDonald's milk shake straw, circa 1987. Honestly... they don't make them like that any more.

RockNMetalChic 03/12/2008

White chocolate covered pretzels would get good about now - ok now i want chocolate and to be happy ! my cousin makes me sick ! she gets the men and she cheats- i have one and i'm faithful and i get the - u make the first move or its over line- what is up with this ? why am i being treated this way- f ing 4 years i've put into this relationship- 4 years and now its all upto me- where is a good lookin biker to take me away when i need him?

deleted_user 03/12/2008

I'm sorry, I could only get half way through as the all capitol letters is making me dizzy. Also yelling triggers me and now my head is literally spinning.
I hope your able to find happiness.

RockNMetalChic 03/12/2008

and yep i will take the straw Momma- if i get in trouble u will tell them the spitballs were self defense right?

Testycatlady 03/12/2008

Of course dear. Take good care of it tho.... It's priceless. I have many fond memories of it. I first used it at the age of 21. This is back when I was nice and slim. I used to get called all kinds of names because I had a huge chest for my size. I resented the way I was treated. The guys all seemed to forget that I actually had a brain. (When in high school I completed my OAC year with a 87% average.) There was this one guy I met when I decided to take co-op that kept asking me why I was taking advanced math. When I asked him why he asked that, he said he never figured bimbo's needed a higher education. The same night he made that oh so maddening comment, I spotted him at the local McDonald's. I had napkins. I had my straw. And I was hidden behind a partition two tables behind him. The jerk never knew what hit him!
: )

deleted_user 03/12/2008

" I often wonder if life is easier for other people or they are just better at faking it", This is a card I got from post secret ( on my profile, in my pictures)I totally understand where you are coming from...try to think positive ( easier said than done I know)....Don't give up, I'm pulling for you! ~HUGS~

deleted_user 03/12/2008

lol Testy, straw. :)

RockNMetalChic 03/12/2008

all men see when they look at me is the chest - i'm good for comforting them- easy to talk to and always good to be used for sex- then i can be thrown back - cause hey after all that is left and i love them- they don't really care- i sit for hours and wonder- if i just turned into a B - would that make it better? maybe i'm just too damn loving and caring for idiots- i hate being me- anyone wanna trade?

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