just needed to talk ......we went to the doctors today ..and got some bad newes ......my h has lukimea ...cancer in the bones ......I was shocked when the doctor told us that ...it has been just one thing after a nother ..with my h .....for the last 6 years .........first he was so sick with dibeaties ...they woundered why he was still standing ..he had lost all his mussel mass ..befor they .digonosed him at emerge .......than he got a supper bug at the hospital ....and they dident know if he would make it .....than he had stage 4 liver cancer .....he beat that ...was on cancer meds ....that beat him up ...to time to get his strength back ....he can't do what he use to do ....now this .....................on good thing the doctor says he doesent need to be treated ...right now ..they just have to keep an eye on it so he is sending him to a blood speculist ....for regular check ups ...and he is now going for regular checkups on his liver to make sure it doesent turn to cancer ....the two are not related .......my h knowes three friends that has this and one of them has had it for 20 years with out treatment the other one takes some kind of pill ....the other one was told to take treatment ..but wouldent ...that was 15 years ago ...he is still kicking ......so ..I am just going to ..be ...hopping for the best ...............and asking for prayers ........and he has heart problems angina ...may need a pase maker ....later on ..............enough is enough ......I can't louse him ..if I do I don't want to be here ......I won't ..do any thing stupid .....but I will never get over such a loss ...it is my worst night mare ...........thankyou for reading my post ......and thankyou for the prayers ....take care ....God bless ...