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FeelingLikeShit
FeelingLikeShit

im so upset. my school psychologist just yelled at me because i emailed my old school psychologist because i dont trust the new one yet. it took me 2 years to trust the old one and i have only known the new one for a year and idk what to do bc it is mandatory for me to go see her but i dont want to but because i was hospitalized like 5 times they made it mandatory for me to see her and if i dont they call the cops so i dont have a chance and idk what to do and today all i wanted to do is break down and cry but she says that crying is over reacting but my cat is getting put down tomorrow and she will yell at me for crying about it and idk what to do bc im just so tired and sad and scared

imanacorn
imanacorn
Get her fired buy A cheap 10$ Walmart audio recorder and end her career that will make you feel better and the other people who she does that to.
FeelingLikeShit
FeelingLikeShit
i don't want to get her fired tho. she has been helpful before its just not lately and my trust issues have gotten worse lately
imanacorn
imanacorn
Have you tried meds? for the trust issues or talking to someone?
FeelingLikeShit
FeelingLikeShit
yeah. i stopped taking them bc they made me emotionally numb. i couldn't cry when my dad died bc the meds made it so i can't feel anything. so yes i have but i hated it.
ttocs21
ttocs21
Yelling wasn't ok. You didn't break any rules by emailing your old person. This new one should have been glad you were looking for help. If you can keep emailing your old person I think that'd be smart. And maybe tell the new one that them yelling wasn't very beneficial in earning your trust. Just because they have a degree doesn't mean you have to trust them, they are supposed to earn it and it sounds like they need to go bk to school to relearn that...

It's ok to cry for your cat... I'd cry if i lost my dog. He's my baby. I'm sorry for your loss.
judi0013
judi0013
Hello, Your therapist had no reason to yell or get upset with you. You should ask to talk to someone else. You are there to get help, not to feel bad because your therapist. Are your parents supportive with going to the therapist. Are you able to express your concerns to your parents? I am sorry about you cat. I have had to this to many times for my companion pet. Why are they yelling at. Is it your parents that are yelling. I know how paranoid
Works. I have the same felling. Do you have anyone who has the patience to express your feelings? I am so sorry you feel no one is there to understand your feelings. Have a blessed Holiday Season. CarolAnne