Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
In more ways than one.
The only good thing going in my life was school because it is the one thing that was going right for me, but not so much lately. I have been struggling in my toughest class. I'm behind on one assignment, about to get behind on a second assignment, and have to start a final project and I don't know what I am doing on any of these things. I also had a rough week in another class.
It's really killing my confidence and I am convinced I am going to fail this tough class with my final project. I just want to give up and sleep the day away, but I know I will fail if I do that. So I am just trying to hang on and do the best I can, but I get worse and worse as each day goes by.
I'm also trying to hang on because I've been having suicidal idealizations again as of late. I am having a tough time handling all the stress in my life, but I can't be hospitalized at this point in the semester. *sigh*
The only good thing going in my life was school because it is the one thing that was going right for me, but not so much lately. I have been struggling in my toughest class. I'm behind on one assignment, about to get behind on a second assignment, and have to start a final project and I don't know what I am doing on any of these things. I also had a rough week in another class.
It's really killing my confidence and I am convinced I am going to fail this tough class with my final project. I just want to give up and sleep the day away, but I know I will fail if I do that. So I am just trying to hang on and do the best I can, but I get worse and worse as each day goes by.
I'm also trying to hang on because I've been having suicidal idealizations again as of late. I am having a tough time handling all the stress in my life, but I can't be hospitalized at this point in the semester. *sigh*
MS. AWESOMESAUCE???????
I'm so proud of you sweetie. I know how difficult this semester has been for you with all you're going through with your mom. I'm so flippin' proud of you I can't stand it.
Love you!
LMT