Baby look here at me- have u ever seen me this way.... i've been fumblin for words- through the tears and the hurt and the pain.... i'm gonna lay it all out on the line tonight- and i think thats it time - to tell this uphill fight goodbye- have u ever had to love someone - that just don't feel the same- tryin to take somebody care for you the way i do- is like trying to catch the rain- and if love is really forever - i'm a winner at a losing game- i know that baby u tried to find me somewhere inside of you- but u know u can't lie , boy u can't hide the truth- sometimes two hearts just can't dance to the same beat- so i'll pack up my things and i'll take what remains of me.... Matty, i truly do Love you- and i'm so glad u are finally happy.... please just continue to be happy-i know i never told u this - you always reminded me of an eagle- u felt caged and u wanted to be set free and fly .... well soar above those clouds- you've shown everyone u can get out there and work and do things u never thought you could- take Karen with you and fly away together- cause you 2 need each other and u belong together.... u will always be in my heart and i'll always love you.... but i have to let you go..... if u ever need a friend or a shoulder to cry on- i'll always be around.... i never thought i'd be able to feel this way about anyone after Andy- but knowing that Karen is smiling , while i cry these tears- that makes it all worth the sacrifice i am making... i stand by my word - though i will eventually move on- my heart will always be in waiting , in hopes we will someday be together- might not be til we are in heaven, but someday i'll see u again, i'll get to see that smile and hear that laugh and give u a hug and know that u know i loved u enough to do what was right.... just promise me u are ok.... i'll always stand by you- and be on ur side 100 percent.... don't work too hard and know that someone out there is praying and thinking about you and i know god will watch over u for me..... goodbye my love , my swanky, my everything...... :( - i'm having a hard time- this is the 4th week- the longest i've gone without talking to my ex in over a year and so its really hard for me.... i hope ya'll don't mind me posting this- if u do- please just ignore my post.....