Terrible day, I woke up to find $13.49 in my checking account, had a fight with Chase to restore a $105 overcharge fee and went to a job interview that I waited 40 minutes for, nothing, nobody came out so I left that and drove down to a company to - SO I THOUGHT - to pick up a $2000 check, only not to do so as payment from client had not arrived yet. Came home totally depressed and beating myself on my chest to bring on a heart attack. Stress is through the roof right now and I do not want to be around anymore. Life sucks.

My sister, who received 90% of my parents estate 10 years ago is moving to a few states away and wants to visit. Not going to happen. On this one too I cannot forgive nor forget the total deception of people.

I have done computer work for friends of late and not gotten a thank you or offer of money. Enough of that. Writing friends off too.

I am giving a cut of my income to another company that is doing nothing for me or my career, why bother with that.

Oh, I have a cup of coffee too. wow.