If you do not believe in God then God does not believe in you.

get some help mikail you are in serious danger of yourself. i think your problems run deeper than bi polar and i really think you need a proffesionals help.

this is the second cry for wolf and your still alive. sorry but to many of these and no one will believe you. at least i won't

Mikail you seem to have an awful lot of "mental strength" (I put it in quotes) for someone who took 40 pills. & that was what? 1 hour ago, more than that? again, some inconsistencies there.

Michigan does not pay your copays and I have no money to pay for professional help. Thanx to Jennifwer Granholm there is no help cause the State won`t pay for it.

Mikail I am going through a problem I thought maybe you could help me out. My friend from work emailed a friend also from work. Who was also on here, that she was going to kill herself, Saturday night. OK, since you are now back with God in your heart. I wonder if I could Message you?

Mikail,
I take Clonipin and I don't think it really is going to accomplish what you want it to accomplish not even taking 20, not even with another big amount of another drug.

Hmmmmm.....
Well I DO believe in God and no matter what ...He would NOT agree with your tactics here....what about that other guy that said he was right behind you?? That said he too was going to kill himself??? How do you think that would settle with our Lord???
I do know this....my God would not consider that a good thing!!! Oh and yeah what about that Potassium that you took??? How is that working for you????

SERIOUSLY THOUGH .......THIS IS NOT A JOKE!!!! WE HAVE JUST RECENTLY LOST A MEMBER YVONNE111 AND DO NOT FORGET THAT SADBECCA IS CLINGING TO LIFE WITH 40% CHANCE OF SURVIVING!!!

i HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT POSTS SUCH AS THIS CAN CAUSE MANY MORE DEATHS THAT YOU WILL HAVE FACILITATED IN WITH YOUR RIDICULOUSLY EXTREMELY CRUEL AND INSENSITIVE PRANK!!!

MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL!!!!!

well i hate to burst your bubble. but if you took the meds before the time you posted your first message, you were still awake at 2.34 your first message was at 1.07 but you wouldnt be awake if you had taken that much meds. so i agree with some people here , what a load of bull

why pills? thats worse then a plastic bag... (U_U) please dont do it. (again) you might not die, and good luck ever thinking you can eat solid foods, or walk again, after you destroy your liver, kidneys, and stomach.

you really do need to go to the hospital, that is most likely not a fatal dose depending on several factors, you may just damage your brain and other organs, there is help out there, reach out, dont give up, this is not the place to look for real help, call suicide prevention, get to a hospital and get some professional help.

Paindora, this is what we were discussing earlier in our e-mail.

Glad to see ur here, & the pills didn't work so I guess u do have a purpose to live, take care....

I don't know you, but I know your PAIN. I would hug and hold you if I cuold and tell you it will get better.

I understand. Please wait about 30 minutes.

Mikail, tell me how a person takes 40 pills and a lethal dose of potassiam chloride at 1AM on the 19th, dies, sees God, meets with family and comes back to life, appears to be in perfect (mental) condition and is defensive to people who are asking questions?? Calling someone that doesnt believe something totally impossible a "non believer" is not correct, saying that someone doesnt believe in God because they dont believe your "story" is not correct either. You must have dreamt the entire thing. You must have dreamt taking the pills, the potassium, dying,,, and everything. There is no way you could be "up and around" that soon after consuming the items you listed. There are county hospitals that you can go to that charge on a sliding scale... if you dont have any money, they dont charge you. check it out, everyone here believes that you need help