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Started the day by trying to catch up on sleep. Didn't sleep last night because I was finishing an assignment for school. Greg woke me up at 2pm because the sheriff served an eviction notice today because of the foreclosure on my house. I was supposed to have until 3/1 to answer the mortgage company about accepting their offer on stopping the foreclosure but then this came today.
Life sucks big time today. I don't know what to do. I called the FannieMae employee that has been helping me but she didn't call back. I also sent her an email. I got an auto return email that said she is out of the office until 2/27 so I guess that I will just have to wait.
Also Greg got a call from his online girlfriend and she broke up with him so he got really drunk tonight which is never a good situation for me.
I have a therapy session tomorrow at 7pm but it really seems like a long time to wait.
I also have a bunch of papers I need to fill out for the disability and more I have to work on for the school to help me get a job.
My head hurts. I'm sure it is stress. I'm afraid to check my blood sugars because stress always makes diabetics blood sugars high. I've taken my meds for today but still feeling really stressed out. and worried.
Sometimes life really seems too hard but I don't think I have anybody to save me from my own life. My sister sent me 500.00 this week which is really great but it would take a lot more money to fix my problems.
Right now it just seems like taking a shower and going to sleep is the best option because there is nothing that will fix what is going on.
Life sucks big time today. I don't know what to do. I called the FannieMae employee that has been helping me but she didn't call back. I also sent her an email. I got an auto return email that said she is out of the office until 2/27 so I guess that I will just have to wait.
Also Greg got a call from his online girlfriend and she broke up with him so he got really drunk tonight which is never a good situation for me.
I have a therapy session tomorrow at 7pm but it really seems like a long time to wait.
I also have a bunch of papers I need to fill out for the disability and more I have to work on for the school to help me get a job.
My head hurts. I'm sure it is stress. I'm afraid to check my blood sugars because stress always makes diabetics blood sugars high. I've taken my meds for today but still feeling really stressed out. and worried.
Sometimes life really seems too hard but I don't think I have anybody to save me from my own life. My sister sent me 500.00 this week which is really great but it would take a lot more money to fix my problems.
Right now it just seems like taking a shower and going to sleep is the best option because there is nothing that will fix what is going on.
Being homeless -- what could be worse than that?
It sounds as if you're days/hours from being put out in the street.
You're really taking it well, for some reason.