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Tired of living.

xlonelygirl
xlonelygirl

I've been suffering from depression for 4 years. Recently, my boyfriend was upset about my suicidal attitude and it created a big fight between us. It's so torturous thinking about it.. the more I think about it, the more I want to kill myself. Nobody loves me. I can't talk to anyone because everyone left me because they can't stand my depressed attitude. I'm so lost right now, i'm crying really badly feeling like tonight's the night to do what i always wanted to do. 

Tired
Tired
Call a suicide hotline. People that haven't been depressed don't understand. You can feel better.
But you need help. And probably the right medication.
bridgie101
bridgie101
Do you think talking yourself into it is a good idea? You are romantically attached to it. Nobody else can get in there.
SuyB
SuyB
Idk...the problem with suicide is its permanent. Your feelings and depression really are not. I will think about suicide sometimes and then while im thinking about it...my mood suddenly changes and all of a sudden suicide doesn't seem like the answer anymore...yea...I know nutz.
honeybeesunrise34
honeybeesunrise34
Your BF is frustrated with not being able to help you, not with YOU. Please don't hurt yourself. You CAN get past this. I'm praying for you.
sharaninmd
sharaninmd
Sorry you are feeling this way. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. Your boyfriend just doesn't understand depression and he feels helpless because he can't fix you. You should contact a professional doctor such as a psychiatrist, who help you with or without medication and/talk therapy. It sounds like you need to talk to someone who understands what you are going through. A therapist can help give you coping skills to deal with your problem. If you find you can't see a doctor right away and you are feeling suicidal, immediately call a suicide hotline. I am available if you should need to talk.
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