I have had a good 12 months as far as dealing with my depression. I have lost some weight, was working out on a fairly regular basis, and eating right. I decided I was ready to try dating again. Wow... that has been such a disaster and has taken such a devestating blow to my good flow. I joined a dating website and was getting some good offers at first, but like most sites then the selection quickly goes downhill. Ive only been on the site for about a month, I met someone and they seemed okay, but a little too good to be true. You know the type you start wondering, if they'r so wonderful... why are they single? Well Ididn't know how hopeful I truly was until we actually went out. he spent the whole time just talking about himself and his daughter and the custody battle between him and the child's mother. That or money. The only thing he asked about me was "where do you live". that's the only question he persistently wanted an answer to. Pathetic isn't it, and he has rejected ME. A pathetic meet up, with a self absorbed asshole, and HE REJECTS ME! Damn... talk about feeling like a worthless shit, I do, and nothing I think, do or say helps, not even the thought of going out with someone else, not that there has been any offers that I would consider. I feel like someone has whacked me in the head, and now nothing is right, nothing is on track, I can't focus at work, I don't feel motivated to eat right or exercise. Any advice here or any comment that's not attacking me or nasty would be deeply appreciated.