I Feel so much anger and sadness, I want to cry but I can’t anymore, well sometimes. I mostly feel hurt and I... I don’t know. As I’m writing this I feel the tears but I can’t seem to really cry the pain away. I have no idea where this is coming from, maybe bcs I feel alone in a city where almost none of my friends live, the guy I used to like (now a ‘friend’ ignores me and only calls when he wants something. Maybe school, exams, wanting to doing things beside school and work to find my true talent but just can’t... All I know is that I have lost hope and I’m sad bcs I’m too afraid to ask for prayer from my pastor, I’m even to sad and embarrassed to pray myself.
It looks like you need a Gmail address to subscribe to someone's channel. Is that right? Never tried this before butthere are a few people that I like their channel and want tosubscribe to. Thank for the help.
it has been a while since I started hurting myself. I made promises to the people that I love and I still want to do it, but I haven’t done it yet. My scars are healing. Why is it I still have the needs to harm myself, but I can’t bring myself to do it anymore?