What about your new niece? Isn't she something good? Think of all the love and good times you will share with her.

There are lots of good things in life; you just can't see them because of depression. Hang in there ... there is hope you will feel better one day.


{{{hugs}}}

I wouldn't make a good aunt anyways, in nobody

Everywhere look people are fighting sad miserable all het parents do is fight just like when was kid

I feel the same way.
I have no family, no friends,
No job and no place to live after tomorrow
I'll be sleeping on the street and trying to keep from being beat up.

As I understand it you have family and a place to live. Lucky you.
If killing myself was easy it would have been done long ago.
Maybe I'll turn to prostitution to get the money to buy a gun
and end this miserable existence.

Do you have anyone that would miss you? I don't, literally no one.
Are you getting treatment for depression? There is a lot of help
out there if you look for it. Too bad there isn't any help for me.

You ARE a good aunt already. You are a really kind, good person. I wish you could see how loving you are, what a beautiful spirit you have.

The world would be a darker place if you weren't here. We would all miss you. Please hang in there; we care about you. {{{{{hugs}}}}}

I'm sorry for your situation. Hugs

I could say the same thing invisible ! I mean really My life sucks to no end and there is nothing good about it ! I have thought a lot about ending my life over this last year . I mean its really pretty simple to do and the only thing that holds my back is that fact I have two boys that need me. I didnt say want me , but need me to help them grow into great men !

Lets see were can i start . Three years ago I got a divorce from a very mentally Ill abusive woman. I gave up full custody of my kids for a joint custody arangment in hopes I wouldnt have to pay alimony. Well I got fucked both ways and now I am loosing my house , because I have to pay a bitch( the one that abused me and my kids for years) money every month and cant afford house payment.

My brother commited suicide on Christmas day last year so his death will be a year old in a month and that made me an only child too two parents that are both hadicapped and need support all the time !

I hate my job and am nothing more then a slave there! Im loosing my house to forclosure and really have nothing else to live for !

I understand how you feel as I too suffer from depression and have a lot reasons to be depressed .

I try to pick one thing every day to keep me going! I find one small thing , like still having hot wat to take a bath, having something to eat, hell even having a jub that I hate.

This probably didnt help to cheer you up . I just wanted you to realize that some people have it bad off too and choose to keep going even when they REALLY dont want to. WE need to find some good things in life even if they are the small things !


Big hugs to you and I hope you feel better soon!

Thanks but I know there's alot of people with problems that's why I said the world, and I know there's lots worse off

It's really hard to understand why we go through depression. I want out almost every day. It's really difficult for me when I feel I've been cheated out of happiness. But, like everyone else is saying on here. you are NOT alone. You ARE important. You ARE loved. You've got blessings that haven't met you yet. The world is a tough place but every day you live, you beat depression. You kick the nasty soul sucker to the curb and say, "I don't need you today! The world may suck around me, but you can't have my soul. I won't let you. I'm better than you are." That may be hard to say at first.

Sometimes I just have to get on my hands and knees and ask God to give me something to be thankful for. I don't have cancer. There's one. I have a bed. Two. I'm able to smile, even though I don't want to. These things seem so minimal, and even possessing them may not bring us happiness, but saying that we are thankful for them anyway gives room for bigger things. I hope this helps. You've got my support. Anytime.

How do you know you will be a bad aunt?