I've always had problems with relationships my whole life. When I was young I went to Catholic school ( up to the 3rd. grade ) It seems like if you are honest with people: your parents, siblings, friends you just get hurt and people twist what you say. I've tried staying away from abusive people who lie and cause trouble. It's hard many times when it is my or my boyfriends relatives. I start to feel like it must be me. There are many people I don't get along with. My boyfriend of 8 years is good to me, but not much of a talker. I feel like I've been wronged by my family and his. I don't want to be a victim or harassed. I just wish I could find decent people to be friends with. Ones that don't lie about you or care about what you look like, how much money your NOT making, or that my house is not spotless. I am 47. My 1 friend wanted me to text her everyday. I don't text. I told her I would call or leave a voicemail. So I haven't heard from her in awhile. I know I am old fashioned. It just would be nice to work where people don't gossip behind your back and family wouldn't stab you in the back. I wish I could just meet some people that have a GOOD heart.