Don't do it sweetie. don't act on your feelings. Try to distract your mind from that thought.

Well my advice would be do not do it to yourself. I know what it feels like to want to kill yourself. I mean i was in hospital bcoz of it not that long ago. You ever want to talk you can just msg me. Take care x

whoa...this is NOT quick question territory...i reviewed your journal and you need to call your doctor or 911. you're not doing this for attention, you need to have some help getting over this obsession...

I just got out of the hospital three weeks ago so I cannot go back, besides everyone thinks I am doing better so I cannot tell my parents. Also, I have to move back into the dorms at college tomorrow.

Keep talking to people (real world or on here).

No-one here is gonna say 'top yerself' (thank fuck or i'd have been a goner weeks ago)

If it gets real bad, have yourself admitted to hospital (not sure how it works in the US)

katie, katie, katie....you do not have to move back into the dorms tomorrow..you DO have to tell your parents and everyone else that you are not doing better and get the help you need! that is an order!!

I'm fine. It's just the OCD talking. I mean I am a devout Catholic so I think that will keep me alive. It just scares me that tomorrow night I will be alone in my dorm all by myself. I guess its good that I live less than 20 minutes from home. Thanks for your support guys. I'll be fine.

just a thought...remember the consequenses of your actions, if you were to do it. tjere are positive ways to get attention. suicide is negative. take this from somebody who has attempted it. i am lucky i didn't end up disabled mentally and physically.

i'm fine always scares me...please, even if it's "just the ocd talking" get help...there is no reason why suicide can't be an ocd, but you only need to succeed once...i'm a mean, vicious chihuahua so you need to do what i say and let people know how you feel...please

Don't give into those thoughts! You're right, you do need somebody to talk to. You can always talk to all of us or you can message me if you want to. There has to be something underlying that's making you think these things. So talk to us, ok? Don't give in to it. You're not crazy.

I'm not that bad. I have never attempted it. Things are just starting to quiet down.

Don't be put off by the whole cry-wolf debate that's been going on around here or anyone else. You're not crazy you're hurting hon. Please just try and think about some positives. What would you miss etc. It can be done trust me x

Hi Katie,
I'm a lot older than you, but I've had those thoughts recently as well. I can't go through with it, though, because of what it would do to my family. I just can't hurt them like that or fill them with the guilt they would feel. If you're a student at a college, I strongly suggest that you go to their counseling center. I was in counseling at my University all the time I was in grad school after I got divorced. Those people saved me. I just joined this community tonight, and I'm glad I did. I don't feel so alone anymore, just knowing that are other souls out there who are suffering like me. Let's all hug each other. We all are good people who just need a lot of love and understanding.

Wow, Katie!

Look how much support u have received, and i want u to know that u can message me, also. my daughter lost someone last Dec. to suicide, and i have seen the pain it has caused his family, as well as my daughter; I don't think u r doing it for attention, and neither do the people who just replied; you do need to talk to a counselor, and see what options are available for u, to get in the right frame of mind.

OCD, or not, people obsess about suicide because they think it is an end to suffering for a hopeless future. Until you tackle the question of what you believe is hopeless and where you might get help, this could carry on endlessly.

Thinkers are notorious and it is possible to change what you think, how you think and how you think about things. It takes work though.

If you must obsess, try obsessing about something that is less harmful.