suicide is usually a bad decision. i understand your pain though. ive been there many times myself, and no other time has been worse than this time. i hope you feel better soon. this is a good caring site and there are lots of nice people on here.

Suicide is ALWAYS A BAD DECISION! Like most of us you are suffering from a disorder, one that millions of people go through and come out the other side. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
If the thoughts are pervasive and you can't get them out of your head, and if you have a plan, you need to get yourself into a hospital asap.
Sometimes depression becomes so profound that it creates psychotic conditions, when suicide becomes the most logical way to deal with the pain in your mind, you need immediate help!

Yes, there are people out here,people listening to you who want to help you.If you are planning your suicide, you definitely need to call a suicide prevention hotline,or go to an emergency room to be checked into a hospital.Hospitalzation may sound drastic,or terrible, but it's far less so than your continuing to suffer so severely,to the point where you may attempt to take your own life.Like many others,I have been hospitalized for my worst depression,and it helps.At the very least they will be able to change or start you on an antidepressant,which can be lifesaving.If you are not seeing a psychiatrist for medication currently,I recommend that you see one.A GP can prescribe you medication as well.
Please don't give up hope.Keep posting---maybe on the main discussion board,where you will probably get more responses than here.Talk to us.Tell us how you are doing right now--and what we can do to help you.Others here have lost all hope,too--and have managed to gradually regain it.You can,too.
Just please keep reaching out.I know it's hard,but it's essential--and you're worth it.Big hugs to you, and best wishes.

Suicide is not the answer. I have considered it many different times. Have you tried talking to someone about it? I found it has helped me with someone know how I am doing and watch me when I start to go that way.
But please do not take your life, it is not the answer.
If you do need to talk, you can talk to me.

tell that to my cousen she didnt get any support, maybe it is nessesary if a person has acomplished all they want in life, have kids ect, she commited suiceide, but its like she died of natural causes makes one think what is the point of life

You are important to life, You are here with all the rest of uson the planet for a reason. You may not know it yet is all. Don't take the miracle of your of your being away from us, Someone needs you here, parent, child, friend, or acqaintance.

The silence of your despair may feel may feel deafening at times, but it is temporary.

i KNOW. I too, once stood at the door of suicide, and Iwas poised to to open the door. My key was an insulin syringe, but I chose life instead. Weeks following seemed hard, like trudging through molasses, but if you listen gradually the fog lifts, the cotton gets removed from your ears and you hear life again. Like someone else said don;t take a permanent solution to a temporary problem, choose life because you can still at least choose!