Not always easy to trust people. I think the anonymity of a group like this helps me a bit because if I don't truly know someone.... they can't hurt me.

Try us out. Maybe we can help?

Your life is everything, and you are needed in this world. As far as trust, trust has to be earned. Hugs GB

Thanks, But I don't know where to start....I had like only 2 good memories so far in my life, One was when I saw an awesome chair and the other going to one of fave bands' concerts. the rest of it has been excuse me for saying it poop. I have been crying on and off last couple days cause i feel so much inner pain.I feel like a failure too.
Sometimes when I look at the beautiful sky, i think of the possibilities of the present and future.My thoughts i think are bi-polar and my moods are usually unipolar, is this possible? yep...and I don't have any friends due to x-friends ruining every relationship i ever had. Makes me sad and alone. Sorry if this doesn't make sense...I am really frustrated.yes, it is easier for me to talk to strangers than people i know. I know I am needed in this world, I am just really disappointed with everything...there is more but it is hard to talk about....you are right Trust does need to be earned.I hope I can go to a better place, so i can help everyone who has helped me...

2 good memories is a start. Use the feelings you had then to get you through the roughest times. I like that you have goals of where you want to be and what you want to do.

I think you are not the only one,.

It's okay not to trust people - few people deserve it. But, there will always be people that you can trust and totally relate to - finding them is the challenge.

Getting outside,taking walks, enjoying nature - these things gradually make situations better.
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"If you truly love nature, you will find beauty everywhere."
Vincent Van Gogh